Turning point

I'm only drowning when I'm alone

Because when they're around

I know I can't afford to act the way I feel

They only want you when you're alright

Do you only act so tough

Or do you really not care at all

I feel the rage building up

As you stood there like a stranger

Told me to believe you

But you're not willing to jump with me

I'll bite if I feel like you're getting distant

All in hopes you'd see the pain

But like everybody else you just see the stray dog

Hungry for the meat on your bones

And I didn't choose to be the way I am

It's something they turned me into

Everyone saw the anger but only he saw the pain

Taught the black cat to love colours

Yearning for life

Everything gets clear

Light entering room

Love embracing me

Orange halves becoming whole

With you entering my world

~Ruru